I don't puke, i feel like it all day but it doesnt come out all to easy. I sit at work and slump in my chair behind the register and my eyes slowly start to close and then im jolted awake by the screechy screen door and some person bothering me for another cup of coffee! gosh....im trying to rest here!
I just don't know what to do....this baby isn't even that big and it makes me spin and cry and sleep at off hours of the day....and the smells!
I get allot of....how do you say, wealthy people in the coffee shop right now. I can tell that they are usually shocked to see me and i try to smile even though i can tell by just glancing at them that they are definatly not going to smile at me.
Anyway....they wear all sorts of smells and since i have been all natural for some time now.....its just worse now that im pregnant.
I don't know what it was, tommy or something just rancid. To my nose, it smelt like someone sprayed down a dead body with windex to try and cover up the oder. So im sitting there......jaws are now watering and my gut is doing flips all around and this guy wants 3 pasteries and a latte' and i keep trying to bend over so i can inhale under the counter and then hold my breath while i am talking to him. So it sounds a little funny and my eyes start to water cause it depresses me to feel so sick all of the time and i already explained the whole unexplained crying thing.
I think i need to wear a face mask to work. Everwhere. On walks i feel like everything smells like poop and peoples body oders stinck when they walk past me in the store. Whats wrong with me? I feel like i can't even get out of bed...yet i do every day all day. It just makes me so sad.
i Know it will be over soon. I hope it goes away, i just want to curl up in bed and have an iv feed me whenever and let the little thing grow while i sleep ok?
And what do i do if i get fat!!!!! im haveing a melt down today
