Im a baby, really, why is it ok for me to complain? i have so much
and my life is great aaaannnnnnddd im pregnant and going to be owning a coffee shop in 15 days!..........but i get this feeling.....uugggh
I just want to leave. I know it will happen some day, we will travel and we will also be stable.
It's around this time evey year that the buses start driving by on the freeway. As im headed
For food max for a cheap weekly shopping spree for my family, the hippies are on the move,
vegie-oil at that and they are smileing of course, and yes there are tons of them,
all sweaty and stinky....the smell i like for some reason, and they are going somewhere, even if for no reason.
Whenever Jordan and i are together and we see those busses go by.....we sort of watch it go out of sight, then sigh quietly and then i usually say something along the line of "lets just go.....turn around right now and follow them!" then we laugh and talk about when it will be our turn and drive on to food max.
We went to the Health and Harmoney festival yesterday. In a way it helped and it made things worse. But either way, it was fun and i could tell it was just something we needed in some way.
Yesterday asher said that the "teeny tiney baby was going to pop out of my belly button in 3 days and 3 nights" (we have been reading the story of jonah and the whale almost evey night)
I said " no silly, it dosn't come out of my belly button" he said "where does it come out of?" I think i said "uuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhh" for like 5 minutes until he lost interest.
I just didn't want to teach him that new word yet, that he will probably go and tell everyone at just the right moments........vagina!!!!!
He then told me that he has a baby too.........then he pointed right behind his shoulder blade and said it's growing. You know.....it is pretty complicated to understand
